You will own nothing and you will be nothing. (madman101) wrote,
You will own nothing and you will be nothing.

buzz kill

ego is created by fear and desire

fucked up EGO - which i shall now refer to as "EGGO" - is created by a conflation of fear and desire, which occurs during:

PARADOXICAL CONDITIONING - this is my term for when a creature is punished for it's desire, and the punishment only increases the creature's desire MORE the next time.  PC also occurs when a creature is rewarded for it's fear.  PD draws an imaginary boundary around EGGO while, and because, it detatches the creature from rational reality

too much self-reference - reference to, or sociological dependance upon, the EGGO, is called NARCISSM

now - i had a really good conclusion to this train of thought - something like ego creates money, or something profound, but since i am in a whirl, i will have to firgure out what the hell i was thinking and then post later

now i am spinnninng off to the doctor - and i am happy that i should finally get online from home this month

someone fired two gunshots from the vicinity of my back yard last night but i didn't care

until i woke up and found the garage broken into - no apparent damage - must address this prob cuz it's prolly the person who burns down garages - my car is in there

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