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the world is my ulster

Posted on 2009.04.04 at 15:23



fri 3/5 11:30am
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the heart feels free...
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sitting here hoping no one knocks on my door.
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last night i dreamt i was dating Malia Obamalama, except she was more a combination of Michelle and LIBRARY GIRL.  it was extensive.  i think i felt i wasn't paying enough attention to her.  and during her gavants around the world, i saw that she was beginning to compare me to dad, deciding i wasn't anal enough.  i remember a cave full of food, and a talking rat.  and me walking a great distance.
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in the past month, i have had many other vivid dreams, some lucid.  there was a quickie tornado, just before a tornado touched down near here.  there was a building that fell over and created a great thunder, CRASH BOOM, and other buildings started falling or catching on fire, while i ducked behind a couch in my apartment in a smaller building, which merely got blown along a ways.  the site was awesome.  the Luther Center was a flaming shell.  etc.  i wandered out and people were all in a crisis, and the military arrived to control things.  it was an interesting adventure.
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i know these dreams have to do with my body fighting my illness, while littered with images and thoughts gathered during the day.  in one, there was a pitbull terrorising a neighbourhood.  then this guy helped save everyone - he was a NAZI-type fellow.  after we all got locked in a restaurant for safety, looking out the windows to see the dog, the NAZI guy revealed himself to be the pittbull in human form.  and he went SNAP SNAP.  but then the OTHER incarnation of the pittbull, a crocodile, came down the street and gobbled up the NAZI.  "you won't get away with it!" said the crocodile, MUNCH MUNCH.  i found this dream to be INGENIUS - the way it played out, with a completely ironic and unexpected ending.  btw - i was both the main character of the dream, a female, AND the NAZI guy.  it wasn't until the next dream that i realised it was about my illness, which NO is not mental.
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the next dream was about a man trying to break into my house, where there were other family members.  he got in and held us at gunpoint or knifepoint.  i managed to muster family members (my body) and eventually rescued everyone by shooting him dead as dead, although he was now a THING.  complete success! - whereas there was no real success in the last dream.  oddly, IN REAL LIFE, this weird throat swelling i had had for a month or two, and was seriously causing me concern, now began to shrink!  isn't that awesome?!
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but i have still had fatigue and migraines - but maybe these will lessen, i don't know yet.
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i have been workig on computers.  the one right now is an unusual one with no sound or allowance for a CD player - and the floppy drive won't work, even though i repaired part of it.  it is next to impossible figuring out how to get windows XP on it and get it online.  i put in a modem, luckilly, but that won't work - it might because there is some security in place, which is password-protected.  but i did increase the RAM from 96MB to 320MB.  what i have to do now is to repair another computer with a CD player, and put the HD in THAT to change the OS, and then put the HD back in the first one.  but getting the proper drivers into might still be a bitch. 
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i can't get online w/ this laptop because it won't accept the server's software unless i wash it and put in XP, which i don't know...  but at least i have two good tables to work on now.
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one reason i am posting this is i want to make some notes about politics.  first, it was not an april fools' day joke: alaskan former senator stevens is no longer being charged by the justice department for his guilty conduct, (oil companies bought his home repairs for him).  now, i understand where the justice deparment realises it doesn't have a fair chance to win, having withheld some evidence from the defendant while the department was a BUSH OPERATIVE.  but it could be taken to an appeals court.  i see this as entirely obama's decision, not to proceed with prosecution.  he wants not only to have a by-the-book Department now, but to spare a guilty 85-year old, AND ALSO to play polite with conservatives, while concentrating now on prosecuting Blagojovich.  But what he doesn't understand is that people want BLOOD from these Republicans, and justice at the very least.  They don't want F.I.S.A; or every other move to the right Obama has been making.  They don't want politeness towards Cheney, Gonzales, Bush, etc.  They don't want him saying that the invasion of Georgia was Russia's fault.  They don't want money being thrown at the banks, to vanish - or being spent on a stumulus bill that has inappropriate and detrimental priorities.  They want the truth.  Until then, things will keep getting worse.
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What he also may not understand the BUSH's justice department did everything it could to sidestep the stevens prosecution, AND THEN DELIBERATELY SET IT UP SO THAT IT WOULD HAVE TO EVENTUALLY WITHDRAW THE PROSECUTION.  As  soon as the April Fool's Day announcement was made, the republicans were out saying that no crimes were committed, because they are always right.  And Sarah Palin did no wrong going on her shopping spree - just as she had done no wrong on Troopergate, which is untrue.  THEY NEVER STOP.  They say and do whatever they can just to gain power.  It is absolutely sickening.  And, you know what else this is?  It is an effort to make Sarah Palin look better, because many republicans want her to run again, which is fine with MANY DEMOCRATS.  It's a set-up for and by both parties.
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And the other topic for discussion: The Vicar or Notre Dame denouncing that University's invitation for Obama to speak at it's Commencement, saying that, "It is an insult to all Catholics," because of Obama's position on stem-cell research.  Whereas they never made such denunciations about other presidents WHO SUPPORTED TORTURE; LYING; ILLEGAL WARFARE, OR CAPITAL PUNISHMENT.  It's entirely partisan - and do you know where it is coming from?  You won't hear this anywhere else, kids...  It is coming from Newt Gingrich.
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Newt Gingrich will be running for President - I already know that.  (So will Ron Paul, Kucinich, Palin, and maybe Boner - and, since it is possible that Obama won't run again, Hillary and Biden - and me if i can finally find a nice pair of shoes). 
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What's going on is that Republicans, as I predicted, are seizing upon issues and theatrics of far-right/"left" talk show host ALEX JONES, and of Ron Paul to some extent.  That's why Fox News has been revamping it's political themes and talking points, most plainly visible in GLENN BECK'S recent transformation - who takes themes like 9/11 and FEMA camps and rails about them, but then fits them into "THE NEW WORLD ORDER'S" acceptible agendae, such that the Arabs are out to get us; 9/11 was in no way an inside job, and that Israel must always be blindly supported.  Therefore, 9/11 victims should "JUST SHUT UP!", and bank bailouts are quietly approved of, but the fate of the auto companies and AMERICAN WORKERS is consistently damned.
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This is also why msNBC has countered by adding ED SCHULTZ, who is the LIBERAL version of ALEX JONES.  Meanwhile, the JONES-like talking points are rising up amongst all the Republican talkers, from Limbaugh to Savage, in a coordinated fashion.  And so are the theatrics of going emotionally berserk - barking in righteous anger, or crying like a baby - from Hank Paulson (to Pelosi) and Boner in Congress, to Beck and Hannity and so on.   And to Newt Gingrich, who is apparently coordinating most of it.
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Suddenly, in one day, comes the widespread right-wing talking point that students in universities today are baby-zombies controlled by left-wing professors, (failing to mention right-wing business professors or the GLOBALLY DESTRUCTIVE CHICAGO SCHOOL of economics).  This came from Limbaugh, and several others, as well as from Gingrich.  All in one day, now two, now three, the country is forced to take up this complaint given off by all the WEALTHY-SUBSIDIZED right wing radio stations and Fox.  And what else do we hear in these days?  The President of Catholic Notre Dame University oddly denouncing that school's invitation to Obama.  And Newt Gingrich, (who is behind the Zombie-students talking point, stolen directly from JONES), has suddenly become a member of the Catholic Church.  Woe.
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Newt Gingrich has always been a consumate opportunist.  Leaving his ill wife...  How many wives has he had?!  I hate to sound so cynical, but it is obvious to me why he became a Catholic - to pick up the now-liberal Catholic vote, (once so successfully garnered by Reagan), when he runs for president.  That is the whole explanation behind the Notre Dame news event - it came from Gingrich.  100% planned and political.
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Democrats need to wake up and smell the Kool-Aid.
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Which looks like piss to me.
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I will hand it to Gingrich, he saw the whole political value of turning the party JONESITE..

Comments:


MacPhellimey
superduckywho at 2009-04-11 01:58 (UTC) (Lien)
Yay! Cracked out sickness dreams always rock!
where hypotheses come to die
madman101 at 2009-04-17 21:41 (UTC) (Lien)
i rock when i sleep
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