"a killing field for hypotheses" (madman101) wrote,
"a killing field for hypotheses"

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back at the freakin biblioteque

Today, I'm about writing to the State's Atty. Gen. RE: my nonprofit, to see if they've cleared everything up. Right.

I figured out what's probably the prob w/ my loans at the Dept. of Ed. They're playing by THEIR rules, and not seeing that I am a unique case. So, they're logic is legal but completely inane and inhumane. So, I wonder if I'll end up asking Prarie State to sue them or seomthing. I don't think you can sue over bullshit laws.

SO, the $2000 loan I applied for can't go through unless this Dept. of Ed. crap is cleared up. I just wanted it for extra $$$, so I can retire w/o worry for a year and write. Ha! So, maybe I'll also seek a car title loan from my flirty friends at the bank. I have no fear of the future. Everyone else seems to, though. For me, the future can't be any worse than Rockford.

Sitting at the river, I pondered the ducks. I thought of the different ways the males and females get together. I guess there's flirting, and then maybe courting, and then maybe mating.

Then I started thinking about what it's called what I generally do. It isn't really flirting, although I'm good at that. It's more sincere, real and uh kind? Normal? I like the concept of having multiple "relationships" - a whole nuther level - apart from actual flirting or actual romantic or actual sexual relationships.

So what are the different levels of relationships, and of "flirting".

eye contact?
eye flirting?
endearing touch?
date management?
kissing? - the many types of....
sex? - the many types of....
love? - the many types of....
throwing dishes?

How are all these, and more, organised? I don't have time to figure it out. Or maybe I already have.

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