I figured out what's probably the prob w/ my loans at the Dept. of Ed. They're playing by THEIR rules, and not seeing that I am a unique case. So, they're logic is legal but completely inane and inhumane. So, I wonder if I'll end up asking Prarie State to sue them or seomthing. I don't think you can sue over bullshit laws.
SO, the $2000 loan I applied for can't go through unless this Dept. of Ed. crap is cleared up. I just wanted it for extra $$$, so I can retire w/o worry for a year and write. Ha! So, maybe I'll also seek a car title loan from my flirty friends at the bank. I have no fear of the future. Everyone else seems to, though. For me, the future can't be any worse than Rockford.
Sitting at the river, I pondered the ducks. I thought of the different ways the males and females get together. I guess there's flirting, and then maybe courting, and then maybe mating.
Then I started thinking about what it's called what I generally do. It isn't really flirting, although I'm good at that. It's more sincere, real and uh kind? Normal? I like the concept of having multiple "relationships" - a whole nuther level - apart from actual flirting or actual romantic or actual sexual relationships.
So what are the different levels of relationships, and of "flirting".
kissing? - the many types of....
sex? - the many types of....
love? - the many types of....
How are all these, and more, organised? I don't have time to figure it out. Or maybe I already have.