Speaking of crash - my computer has had some major probs - so I couldn't log into email or LJ. I fixed it. Sorry I haven't been getting back to yas. I will, I promise. I will spend a whole day with you soon. (Oh no, Brendan, DON'T!!!)...
Because I luvs yous guys...
Speaking of love...
I don't believe in going around in circles, staying in one place, waiting for my heart to get broken. I don't believe in having deep feelings, and not thinking yourself worthy or capable of turning those feelings into commitment, trust, or action. I don't want to force this magic to happen. I want it to be real.
I believe in MAKING love...
I'd rather have...
All Or Nothing At All - Frank Sinatra
All or nothing at all
Half a love, never appealed to me
If your heart, never could yield to me
Then I'd rather have nothing at all
All or nothing at all
If it's love, there is no in between
Why begin then cry, for something that might have been?
No I'd rather have nothing at all
But please don't bring your lips so close to my cheek
Don't smile or I'll be lost beyond recall
The kiss in your eyes, the touch of your hand makes me weak
And my heart may go dizzy and fall
And if I fell under the spell of your call
I would be, caught in the undertow
So you see, I've got to say no, no
All or nothing at all
Yo La Tengo - Stockholm Syndrome (I Can Hear The Heart Beating As One)
What's the matter, why don't you answer
What's the matter with me
Cause it's so hard to be
Free and easy, we'll disappear completely
Hardly as I've known it's glad
You're heart is broken, and the doors are open
As you're hoping to be
There's brighter places to see
Hands need warning, early in the morning
Hardly as I've known a surprise
No, don't warn me
I know it's wrong, but I swear it won't take long
And I know, you know,
It makes me sigh; I do believe in love
Another season, but the same old feelings
Another reason could be
I'm tired of aching, summer's what you make it
But I'll believe what I want to believe
Coming Around Again - Carly Simon
Baby sneezes
Mommy pleases
Daddy breezes in
So good on paper
So romantic
But so bewildering
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart
You pay the grocer
Fix the toaster
Kiss the host Good-bye
Then you break a window
burn the Soufflé
Scream a lullaby
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart
And I believe in love
But what else can I do
I'm so in love with you
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again
I know nothing stays the same
But if you're willing to play the game
It's coming around again
So don't mind if I fall apart
There's more room in a broken heart
And if you don't believe in love, then you shouldn't be here.
Because I want - I NEED - to believe in YOU.
