I took care of palstics today, reducing them to three bags ready to go. A little time on computer - but, once again, it became insanly slow. So, I rebooted, and once again it didn't restore my session. Had to again regroup via History. This is happening more and more, takign up more and more time.
I need to figure out how to move; I need to pack; I need to move; I need to write my doctor; I need to write other letters; I need to get a new green card; etc., etc., etc. NO TIME.
My dog has had a problem with ear mites. I tried treating it but it keeps coming back. It's only one ear. He keeps shaking his head and fur, which is annoying. Today, outside, I noticed that ear was slightly flopped down. Normally, Akita ears are perked to a strong point. So, i sat down, and checked it out. I felt a lump the size of an egg yolk.
It has happened before, that he gets a serious issue precisely at a time I NEED him not to. Now, it is during this pandemic. I cringe even when I walk him down the sidewalk - I REALLY do not want to walk him to the vet. Virus on the sidewalk, from passer-byes, from people and pets at the vet. And just when I am trying to find a day to go shopping - after which, my CFS requires me to rest for a week.
I don't know how urgent this is. Maybe it is a cancer. Maybe it is inflammation due to him scratching it - which he doesn't do much. I hugged him after I saw it. Always, this pain keeps following me, grabbing at my heals, and there it goes - another loss. Another lost life and love all for the want of time.