"a killing field for hypotheses" (madman101) wrote,
"a killing field for hypotheses"

too much at once

This was day 2 of bad relapse, I believe.  I had ideas on what I could do today, but managed two things: Made a flat cornbread sort of thing in two pans.  Came out great, using no baking powder, just BS, 'milk' and vinegar.  Meanwhile, washed dishes.  To soften up some old pots, I pour in a little water and dish-washing liquid, and then boil.  So I did this with a pot, then removed it from heat.  I took out glass pan of cornbread, and accidentally put it on the hot grill, which was not turned off - oops.  Soon, noticed smell, and used gloves to remove superheated glass.  But it instantly broke!  So, this was a problem.  Took forever for things to cool down.  That cornbread was mostly black on the bottom, which I didn't mind, as the rest was fine, so.  I tasted some tonight and even the non-burnt part tasted burnt, eh.  (Cooking is the ebst way for me to climb out of the tail end of a relapse).  Also took deep bath to help allay the CFS.

Decided to continue off to a movie, and nothing more.  Saw "1917".  I give it an A!  Must see.  This has got to be the best movie of the year.  Since I didn't know anything about it before I went in, I am telling you nothing, as well.  It's great.  Made right decision.  There was almost no huffing and panting on the way home.  Been having lots of heart issues.  They say when it gets to this point, things are irreversible.  Most people w/ CFS die of congestive heart failure.

[Note - buying a ticket, "I'm maxing out this store card."  I had 4.13 on the card, and offered the rest in change.  She told me to run the card through, DENIED...  She didn't know what she was doing.  I kept trying to explain to her about paying this was, but she kept saying, "Your card went through but it was denied," over and over, like a zombie.  Not even understanding that maybe listening would be a good idea.  Had to pay differently.  Lady behind me starts palling around w/ that teller.  And this is how they reinforce and maintain ignorance.  I was just like some hairball that blew by].

Plan was to cook a catfish meal when I got home, but I don't think I will.  Raw fish must languish another day.  I am going to rest now, and probably sleep.  See you on the flip side.

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