March 22nd, 2019

* - galaxy

prelude to a deluge

Hi. I am at the library. Only have a few minutes. Pushing myself today. New computer set-up here is even slower than last year. Still revamping computer at home. Must deal w/ firewall glitch, then download/install anti-malware, and a little more, and then I will be ready to roll again. I need to do so many things on computer/internet soon!

"Here is something I wrote yesterday. Incomplete because my mind was not in philosophy mode. More later..."...

As I begin this, the time is 5:30pm, Thurs, March 21. I have been downloading (via dial-up) and installing mainly Windows updates. Since there have been lots of failures, I have had to repeat the attempts over and over again. So, this has been taking many days, after doing the main revamp, where I have been TRYING not to see thngs go wrong again. I have a few other unposted posts sitting around, TBC, one of which notes that it appears that my computer was in fact reinfected early in the process. I appear to have cleared that up, so far...

I have been regaining health, with a set sleeping schedule from 6pm, to 2am, every day. It's bizarre but 'fun'. Near the end of my 'day', I have been getting things done, as my computer hums away. Yesterday, I washed all guilty dishes, filled gallons of new drinking water bottles, (64oz each x about 30), I steamed some delicious organic broccoli, I made burritos, etc. Today, after some illness, I made some serious GF spaghetti, which includes lots of veggies, like peas, to make it more proteinish. Some of the spaghetti is high-protein edamame. Did lots of other kitcheny things recently.

I am very tired right now, but I am trying to stay awake a little longer, hoping I don't blow my circadian will to sleep. Tomorrow, I have a long day of shopping and walking, beginning at the library, and ending up at around 5:30pm, after which, I am supposed to do the regular celebration with GF beer or such. If you normally go to bed like around 11:pm, then this would be like coming home right before 11 and yet carrying on for some hours longer. This sort of thing threatens to destroy my rhythm/schedule and do me, due to my high degree of physiological testiness.

I don't know how much more I shall write 'tonight', but I was thinking of turning this into a post about... I think I am too tired to remember well and do justice to the three concepts ...