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Isochronal Dreams


Posted on 2012.05.06 at 17:30
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I'm still trying to recover, and let me tell you this has messed up my brain perceptions. Like I am swimming through drunken prisms. Depth and balance are off. I want to write a million things, and yet I don't. So, I'll not write yet. I just want to do an amendment to my last post. So many posts flying past me like abandoning children. And I grasp and I grasp and all I am is the hopeful dust of Pompeii. Wouldn't that be nifty if you could buy hope in a powdered form and add water and it's suddenly tasty and powerful. What if we got to heaven and there was nothing there but dusty old mummies? It must... it must... It must be a bust to be just, suddenly dust.


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where hypotheses come to die
madman101 at 2012-05-07 00:26 (UTC) (Lien)
hello luv - thx for adding me!

my ideas on heaven and hell are insane so you must tolerate me and once in a while an interesting post will come along

it would be ironic if someone's heaven were a hell - but i am open to every possibility, and none, and hell on earth is what i've known so far

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madman101 at 2012-05-07 01:43 (UTC) (Lien)
they say "one man's trash is another man's treasure"

i know that one man's floor is another man's ceiling...

but you raise some interesting ironic permutations...

like, what if someone got to heaven and it was everything they asked for and it was precisely this which made it hell

that reminds me of a radio show today: people would talk to a computer and it would gradually learn their answers and questions, until it became very much LIKE them - and some people ended up in terrible arguments

which shows that some people cary around their own hell in their heads

and here is another thought: suppose someone wastes away their life doing everything for "heaven" and god says, "ok, that means you get into heaven," but when they get in, it is actually their own idea of HELL - and so they say, "hey, god, WTF?!"

and god says, "this is your punishment for wasting so much time concerning yourself with an afterlife"
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madman101 at 2012-05-07 03:27 (UTC) (Lien)
what it is

i was thinking the same thing about good deeds yesterday
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madman101 at 2012-05-07 03:43 (UTC) (Lien)
oh i thought you might be offline, as you were leaving school - ha ooops ha

well, two main things with me:
- good deeds are a value unto themselves - best to choose to do them even if you might not feel like it presently
- but you don't need god or anything else to make you do them, the choice is yours

but i'm not this way with honesty... i find i avoid all people until my cfs will let me be the person i am, and so let me be honest with people

on the other hand, i can do good deeds whether i feel honest or not
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madman101 at 2012-05-07 03:59 (UTC) (Lien)
chronic fatigue syndrome

i like to help people but cfs has ended that

nothing we do is 100% selfish or unselfish so why worry? ya do what you can, right?
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madman101 at 2012-05-07 22:42 (UTC) (Lien)
thank you very much

i'm sorry you are feeling similar

i'm sure you are a fab writer sans drugs. i urge all my friends to chuck their drugs!!! the more of their drugs that end up in the water supply, the happier i will be

please do not be jealous of my writing, or i may never get you into bed.

they say "write what you know"... so... experience makes good writing, and that boils down to 2 things:

1 - practice
2 - pain

an analogy may be made to sex of course
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